I'm serious. DO you know how it feels to finish a commission then see that that owners other commissioned products and those are EONS beyond your artistic skill? It's not so much that I want to better than someone I just feel like I'm mediocre and have wasted their time and money. I can't find any tutorial on smoothing the shading and highlights to make things have that semirealistic feel. I'm learning slowly but its far too slow. If I do it it's on complete accident and those images even get more recognition. My most desired place of improvement, faces; the eyes and nose and rendering those awesomely. maybe even the mouth. Next is simply enough, the cleavage. Its always shaded this similar way by better artists and I have NO clue how the hell to do that.
Ok I'm done, sorry for wasting your time. Thank you for listening my friends.